@ incel:
Assuming you're not a troll, I'll correct a perhaps the - misconception that has left you miserable.
Listening?
* No one owes you shit. You can get good treatment by giving it. You can have good relationships by actually being a good person as opposed to merely acting like a "Nice Guy" in hope your pretense at basic decency is enough to get you laid.
* There are 7.5 billion people on this planet. Your life means absolutely nothing to about 99.99999999999998% of them. If you want meaning, get professional help, if need be, to help you find it. Your incentered philosophy is not only odious to anyone with a working conscience, but it isn't even benefitting YOU.
Got that last part? Your misery has brought you precisely none of the things you want, but you return to it like a dog does to vomit.
There probably just two possibilities here:
1) You have either psychological damage or a chemical imbalance in your brain, both of which can be treated (as it concerns chronic depression) with a high degree of success. People in this broad category are genuinely ill and cannot merely 'think their way to happiness.' If you fall into this category, take my word for it that your perception of reality is actually warped by factors beyond your immediate control and Get Help. That is not an insult, a slam, a blow-off or however else your mind may interpret it. For those with treated depression, it's as if a stultifying fog lifts with treatment: You can then join people when they're happy rather than sneering at them.
2) You believe you're entitled to a whole lot of things that are actually privileges (you've not earned) as opposed to rights.
Get help or grow into a bitter husk. As I mentioned earlier, most people won't care either way.
Quit playing the victim...and this applies to every member of that bent, rape-vibe of a board you probably call home...else you might wear out the world's smallest violin.
