TFW the only meaningful moments in your life are the time you spent with a girl that hated you

22 years of life and the only moments that hold any value to meare the few dates I had with a female. Literally anything else I have done feels utterly pointless. It was all COPE. Most of my life went by just like that. It wasn't until I met her that I actually felt "alive".

And how was she? The stereotypical "roastie" you could say. I remember our first date like it was yesterday. She called me during class to ask me where I was. Then I rushed to the meeting spot. She was wearing a short shirt/dress hybrid and black stockings. Her make up had began melting but she still looked pretty. She was also taller so I was brutally amogged.

We spent 4 hours together chatting about anime and movies. She is the wittiest girl I have met. Despite saying a lot of cliche stuff she still managed to be funny and interesting. We went on 3 more dates. On the last one, we made out. A few days later she wanted to talk to me. She said she doesn't like me because of my "personality". Of course I didn't buy it and I just left her.

4 months later I saw her making out with a pretty boy Chad. Girl was too dumb to realize she wanted Chad all along so she wasted some time on me. She also pathologically hated me since she had memorized everything I had told her and used it against me to belittle me. You can't win if you are incel.