petershepherd #fundie ministeringdeliverance.com

Lately I have seriously considered suicide (have fought those thoughts daily all along for years) so much that I told my 19 year old daughter, that I just got reconciled with, after not seeing her in over 7 years. She asked me not to, that she needs me, so I won't. She also needs deliverance and inner healing as well. I have felt like I am "just in the way" ever since I was little" Also felt a lot of rejection most of my life.

Also dealing with sexual issues. I have been celibate for 20 years, and not easy. I am fighting perversion spirits - homosexuality - never been involved in it, but the seeds for it go back to my childhood - and incest - also never been involved, but - when I am around my daughter, whom I love very much, sometimes I get other feelings, and have to back off. I need God to bring a wife soon. It seems like if you don't get your needs met legitimately, it can cause spirits of perversion to come in to try to get them met illegimately.

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