It’s with great sadness that I’m telling you of my decision to delete this blog. Obviously this is nothing when compared with the living hell of the last few weeks and the damage and destruction to my life, along with the impact to my mental health and heartbreak caused to me and many innocent others around me.

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I still believe in the fundamental premise of this blog. That deep within the base psychology of all women there is a deep seated desire for humiliation, abuse and exploitation that aligns perfectly with a similar base desire in all men to treat us this way. And I still believe that access to uncensored uncontrolled sexual material online and the ability to use it in forms of self-expression like Tumblr to ‘paint a picture’ of your personal desires will bring about societal change in this direction (despite attempts to stop it from political correctness, feminism and more and more world governments with values than are far from liberal). But sadly I’m forced to conclude that the males nearest to benefiting from this opportunity are so misogynistic, ill-directed, naive and unaware that there’s a real chance they’ll miss the opportunity. And that includes you, or rather most of you— I’m dumbfounded that you can get this near and still manage miss the mark. If you were given the choice between a £1000 and a £1 coin, would you pick the coin because it was more shiny? And this particular reflection has nothing at all to do with what’s recently happened to me, it was starting to dawn on me anyway as some of you had recently read.
But nevertheless the blog, it’s values, the opportunity to explore some thinking this way has meant a lot to me. And despite my frustrations it’s been, for the most part, a great experience thanks to all of you.. followers, contributors, IM’er’s and everyone else who taken time to read and interact with me.
I’m keeping the blog up for another 24 hours as there are some of you I’d like to thank in person and also to give you a final opportunity to contact me.
Final final thoughts? I’ll give those to Eminem (who incidentally will I believe at some point be recognised as literary urban poet of great standing)
‘I am, whatever you say I am’