If I was the same color as human shit and my face resembled an ape’s, I’d probably behave like this too. I wouldn’t want to live and would be consumed with bitterness towards full-humans and Aryans whom God granted with beauty and strength. I’d hate them because they’d be a constant reminder of how disgusting and putrid my existence was, how repulsive and vile I was, how it took hundreds of years and government legislation to force these humans to even want to look at me, how every race on earth despises mine and tries to avoid it at every chance. How only Jews and self-hating whites want to associate with me, and only for self-serving reasons rather than because they genuinely like me. How I am, at best, a tool for the Jew to destabilize white society, and at worst a subhuman burden on other nations that has never created anything of value and exists only because the charity and empathy of higher and more developed humans and Aryans.
Yeah, I’d probably want to spit in someone’s pizza too. Though because I am Aryan I still can’t imagine going through with it. Utterly disgusting, but that’s because I was made in the image of God and possess a soul unlike these humanoids.