Once while still alive, I had an NDE, and it was not like anything anyone has ever described. For me it was pure bliss, a total body orgasmic sensation that was greater than anything you could imagine. I saw in front of me a vortex spiraling counter-clockwise, and it seemed like it was composed of these purple rectangles surrounded by golden-yellow light, it was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen, and the next thing I knew I was not "here".

I faintly remember "sisterly" voices saying "he's awake! he's awake!" and I felt like I had awaken from a very long dream, and then a very omnipotent and familiar voice began speaking to me, describing some future world events, and in particular a time when everyone was at each other's throats there would be a mass awakening. I could not believe what I was seeing and I asked why it had to be like that, and the response was "it is the only way to wake them up". I was told that I would have to go back, and that I was to tell everyone that the Creator/Source is real (the term God was not used, but it was not "words" being "spoken" it was more of a telepathic communication because as I said I was not "here" as in here in my body at that time). I argued that I did not deserve to be talking to God, that I did not even believe in God, but the Creator was not angry with me, instead he asked me if I knew why I felt the way I did, and my answer was no, and then I began some automatic process of reliving my life, backwards, from present into the past, every detail every thought, every action. The question was repeated after each memory was reviewed, and it was not until I could answer "yes" (with full honesty) was I left alone....

But I was not alone, all around me were bubbles of light, on strings, I knew that I was also a bubble of light on a string, in fact I knew everything, all there ever was to know. I was totally in a state of complete bliss, and knew everything, all I had to do was focus on anything and it was known to me, but in that state, I was just so happy to be home I had a hard time focussing, but I remembered that I was to tell people about this place, and the Creator, so I focussed my thought on "is there a way to SHOW other people this place, not just tell them about it" It was then that my awareness began receiving information about a very interesting machine: what it was, how it worked, technical details, schematics, and even some visions of the machine in action.

It was at this point I regained consciousness, face down in a river, on a little island in the rapids. I coughed out water and my lungs hurt, but I was still feeling the sensation of total bliss for about 3 days after the event.

I have never built the machine, nor described much of its detail to anyone due to the nature of the machine itself, not that I wouldn't want people to see that place for themselves, but the machine induces a state where a person is quite vulnerable to outside influence, and in the wrong hands could be quite dangerous.

So in a nutshell: you wake up. I have been here sleepwalking for 24 years now (I was 21 when the event happened) waiting for the the world to match the visions I was given.