Why I’m just a fuck-hole

Well I guess I realized in high school that all boys really wanted was either in my panties, a handjob or a blowjob. I mean they would be nice and all, take me on a “date” but in the end they really just wanted to get off. And they expected to get off if they took you on a “date”. So I just figured they paid for everything, I was getting all the benefits so maybe they deserved something from it. So After a few frustrated dates that did not seem completely interested at 15 I gave my first handjob in a movie theatre and he called me the next day. So from there I learned what was expected from me and offered to repay boys for the date. So I guess it was looking at dating through a different vantage point that brought to my own conclusion that we are just holes for men to get off in and if we want a man to keep us around we have to let him inside us, we have realize that we are just as useful as our body allows us to be.

And that does not even begin to the realization that my whole body was designed strictly with the purpose of having cock inside it. Anatomy 101 tells me that. And then u consider that our brains are full of fashion, baby rearing, cosmetics, hygiene, health, gossip, and major emotions. The fact that we cannot even really comprehend on the same level as men. I mean there has to be a reason for the differences, right? We are the pleasure tool for men and men are the brains and muscle, the driving force of society. Men build and create, we nurture and care for. It basic science that we are below men that we should be considered less equal and treated as such. Personally I like it back in the 60’s when woman were seen as property. I wish I was born in earlier where I did not even have to think about the things I have too now. Live in a time when a girl knew that at around 16 she could be sold by her father and married. Where she could be birthing children at 16 or 17 while learning to cook, clean, laundry, the essentials that every girl should be learning in early childhood. Idk I guess I just don’t understand this world—I am just not meant to be smart enough to understand so I support those that can and do!