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1st John 4:19, “We love him, because he first loved us.”

What a wonderful passage of Scripture! I pondered these precious Scriptures early this morning at 5 am, when I awoke from me sleep. I slapped a pain patch on the back of my neck, took my pain medications, and now I am writing about the pain in my soul. Boy, I'm in a lot of pain...lol. I have been in love with a younger single Christian woman for a long time now, and I think about her all the time; God told me that it is okay, because I find myself apologizing to God that I keep mentioning her in my prayers. The Lord knows that I have feelings for her, and cannot help it. He knows that we are only dust. Psalms 103:14, “For he knoweth our frame; he remembereth that we are dust.” Love is a good thing.

She actually smiled and waved at me yesterday when I returned from my morning walk, and I was on cloud 9 with happiness all day. (She probably won't wave at me for the next 3 months...lol) I have been lonely for a long time since 2006, and I've been in love with this young Christian woman for more than a couple years. She is dear to me, and I feel pain thinking that we'll probably never be any closer than neighbours (by her choosing), but such is life. I often think of a popular Country song by Alan Jackson called: “Here In The Real World,” which I like to play along with on my pedal steel guitar. Ah yes, the real world, which we all know never turns out the way we plan, pray and hope it would be. The situation is complicated because of my unfortunate fallout with the local Pastors of Harvest Baptist Church (where she attends), because we don't agree on the danger of the Alexandrian Bible versions or the heresy of Lordship Salvation. Kindly, truth matters!

Still, I love the people at Harvest, and I especially miss their former pastor, whom I love much in the Lord. For my first 4 months at Harvest in 2014, the senior pastor came up to me before each church service, just to shake my hand and then go to his pulpit. I felt loved and special, and at a dark time in my life I desperately needed that attention. It made a lasting impact on me in the Lord. I remember going up to him in the main church auditorium after a Sunday night service, and I was in tears, explaining how my life had been a train wreck. He put his hand upon my shoulder, and I'll never forget what Scripture he quoted: Habakkuk 3:2b, “in wrath remember mercy.” He said: “David, you deserve God's wrath, but He has shown you mercy instead.” I wept, and he then prayed for me. After one year of falling in love with the people at Harvest, my spiritual hair grew longer (so to speak) and as Samson I began to regain my strength to proclaim the truth, only because I sincerely just wanted to help others see THE TRUTH (I was sharing books and sermons at church at my expense), and then our doctrinal differences became an issue, and I was compelled to leave, for which I have deeply regretted ever since, losing my church family and becoming a recluse.

Back to the main story...She waved at me! I pondered this thought last night upon my pillow, thinking about what her wave meant. As I mentioned, I had returned from my morning walk, and I saw her outside and we exchanging waves in passing. Now, a man's mind can go crazy trying to understand a woman, let me tell you! By the end of the day, after pondering what her smile and wave meant, I had all kinds of ideas:

1. She is starting to like me too (that is my earnest hope and prayer).
2. She was just being nice to acknowledge that she knows I am in love with her.
3. She was testing me to see what I would do.
4. She feels sorry for me and waved in charity...lol.
5. She wants me to know that she doesn't hate me.
6. She wants to marry me right away (okay, maybe that's a bit of a stretch, but that would be nice...lol)
7. It was mere coincidental timing that we met, and I'm thinking too much.
8. She is unsure of her feelings and is still thinking about the matter.
9. She was just being neighborly.

RE: ‘What’s a Girl Seeking, Alone at Night?’ German Mayor’s ‘Victim-Blaming’ Blasted as Immigrants Accused of Gang-Raping Teenager

You should celebrate the rise of Islam in the West.
For the ladies:
Church, Kitchen, and Children

Amazing, because the latter two are pretty much my life. And you know what? I’m safe, loved, cherished and taken care of.
I never see any of these liberated, feminist, strong and empowered women, looking half as content as I am. Go figure. Their husbands seem to actually hate them and they’re all heavy wine drinkers, on pills and stressed out. They hate me because I buck their stupid feminism and am far happier for it. Oh well! Sadly they never seem to learn and double down harder on the feminism, and get more and more miserable.
I’d do fine in a burka. I already dress modestly. The only people that will be upset will be the degenerate feminists. Too bad so sad for them!!

The difference is that you chose how to live. The religion of pieces won't give you that choice. And a sacrifice won't be wearing a burka but your children.

True, but evidently we’re going to get it, whether or not we want it.

That is where you are mistaken. Nobody will be forcing burkas on American women unless all of us American men are already dead.
All we have to do is decide to act and we could eject them or wipe them out. There are not that many of them here. Let's see what happens if they push us. I predict none will be allowed to live.

I truly hope you’re right. I know this sounds strange coming from a woman, but I despise most women and think they’ll get what they deserve.
They were never accepting and tolerant of my choices, they made it a point to make my life a living hell despite my only wanting to be left alone, so I can’t really blame the many men that have walked away and left women to their own self imposed destruction. They’re just so spiteful and venomous that the poison they spit is going to poison them.
I don’t understand why any man would care what happens to the vast majority of women. But I am grateful some do, if only to save my own skin and my children.

The left is more animated by microscopic instances of Western misogyny than by gargantuan instances of Non Western misogyny.

Yes because it’s a war against WHITE MEN. They don’t care what non white men do to white women (or non white women). Surely you understand this?

Being out late on Halloween I can understand but she meets a group of boys and agrees to go home with one of them??!!!
What the mayor wanted to say was, "What a ditz!!"

I’ve already explained to my children that they won’t be unsupervised in their teens. And I show them these stories to reinforce the reasons why. It’s time for white people to understand that we need reinforcements and strength in numbers. Is it “right”? No but it’s the reality. Better to be chaperoned then gang raped, or ground up into a kebab or fed to alligators, etc.