Was once interested in marrying a good Jewish woman and still am to some extent due to the belief that Hashem can turn one's fortunes around.

However since taking the Red Pill and realizing the depth of the Gynocentric Misandry that dominates much of the developed world where men now derive no benefit from marrying or cohabiting with women, whose hypergamy is now focused fighting each other over on the dwindling number of high-status or top 20% of men.

I struggle to reconcile with what the Torah says and the reality of marriage / relationships today where men stand to lose it all, unless they either live together separately and co-parent with women at best or remain single and opt for halakhic host surrogacy at worst since the opposite sex (backed by the state) has become a great liability for men to even associate with nowadays.

Recognizing my own relative lack of value or utility as one of the bottom 80% of men and observing the raw deal married or cohabiting men receive, along with the knowledge that women my age will likely accumulate even more baggage / bitterness towards men / debt as I grow older has for the past few years caused me to be extremely grateful to Hashem for allowing me to see the positives of being single and growing to become a man going his own way or a MGTOW.