It's this willingness and love for Him that stands strong when the government and those that are targetting you and hate you take everything away from you... You get to deal with Directed Energy Weapons on a daily basis, the government withholding your emails and your emails you send never getting to their intended destination. You get to deal with spooks from moving down your road to keeping 'UFO's' outside your house just for constant surveillance. You get to argue with CIA psyops via telepathy who are ticked you're onto them. You get to deal with Psychotronic Warfare and Dreamscape Manipulation. You can be reduced to being penniless at almost all times because they will make sure you are but God will provide to keep your head above the water. He will also hold you up against your enemies. They're attempts to kill me have never succeeded. I will speak forth what the Lord wants me to speak and reveal what He wants me to reveal regardless of their attempts to harass and annoy me enough to quit... And the very ones you are sent to help or warn, will reject you and revile you and hate you and speak evil of you.