Most of your homosexuality comes from being a lab rat contaminated by introduced estrogen mimickers. This is not a natural feeling for you rather a constructed one that was brought about by either ignorance of accidentally introduced highly active chemicals into our environment or the intentional introductions of those chemicals with malice to reduce the breeding populations to keep the masses from competing with the perpetrators. You can believe what you want but in the end this was done to you and not something that was natural for you. If you are content with being used to destroy your own heritage than there should be no problem for you being gay.