I agree, this week has been a full out war for me, but its great to know who is on our side. When things get tough, I cling to God more. Its a mixture a trials and refinement. And I think it disgusts the other side more to see that we arent going into a panic at the worlds condition like others and not fling our hands up in despair. Its truely a blessing to be aware of what's going on and having trust in the Lord, cause I'd be very depressed and lost without him. Im at peace while in the mist of chaos.