"So if women should never pursue a purely sexual relationship with anybody then how do you feel about the women that are in a purely sexual relationship with you? Should they not be doing that? And by being in a sexual relationship with them how are you not knowingly defiling them based on your own standard?"
It makes me contemptuous of them. I'm genuinely disgusted with them for having sex with me, but that disgust only heightens to perverse pleasure of the sex. The fact that I'm secretly a literal Nazi and that they're having sex with me in spite of their race makes it even more enjoyable.
I'm a total degenerate for it; I won't deny that. I just can't resist black women.