Fellow atheists, you're hedging again I see. Not surprising. Just admit it. It's not hard. I know you can.
Embrace absence, Say it with me, c'mon, I can help you.
When you die, brave, honest atheist, your body turns into wormfood, and 'you' or whatever is left of you which is nothing really, well maybe a final methane molecule that leaked out your ass involuntarily, erupted from the spasm of your body's death rattle, but after that fart bubble pops, then not even consciousness itself remains, you are completely and entirely wiped out of existence forever and ever as if you never existed before and never will again.
Say it with me brave atheist, because you really need to believe your own bullshit, which clearly you don't.
Your nothing of inexistence now enters the Giant Black Fuckhole of The Great Empty Nothing of non-being where all memories are wiped out, your face annihilated, the sound of your voice unrecorded, and if you were famous or wrote something memorable on earth whereby people might recall you, they won't after a few more centuries but even then it won't matter because you have no consciousness anymore and when those jackholes die, they too become inexistence forever and ever.
But you see, brave atheist, you don't really believe this because you're either 1) a liar or 2) haven't taken what you believe seriously enough to drag it to its most logical, terminal end point. So atheism is certainly a brave, romantic pose, but it is just that. I wish you truly could be what it is you say you think you are or believe because you would live remarkably different lives, but you are really only hedging yourselves disingenuously because you don't really believe or comprehend any of the regurgitated shit you say.
So, read the nihilist mantras again, brave atheist, and drink them in, get them on the inside of you, so that you can manifest that reality into this life which you are not reflecting accurately, you boring, suburbanite atheists, you already don't exist so maybe you're already approaching that great flashpoint of either total irrelevance or non existence.