As someone with an autistic daughter, I just want to say...
If I were still a Christian, I would pray that:
1) You get the same affliction that Job had in Job 2:7,
2) You go out in the same way King Jehoram did in 2 Chronicles 21:18-19,
3) After your (hopefully painful) death, every radio station in the world plays “Ding Dong, The Witch is Dead” on repeat for 24 hours straight.