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Muslim kills a jinn . .
Today I did my usual 30-45 min ruqyah. Afterward I rubbed ruqyah recited olive oil on my head, arms, legs and lower back to help with the aches and pain. After my ruqyah session I felt very agitated, upset and angry like I was ready to snap at anyone. All of a sudden I felt extremely angry, then I got dizzy and I froze and was very very angry and grinding my teeth and was physically very tense but it was the jinn, not me. Then it just stopped suddenly. After that I was like what the heck?? I felt relief afterwards and more clear headed. I even prayed two rakats and I still feel better hours later. Far from 100% but my brain feels like there's one less jinni. I think a jinni died. What do you all think?
Another fundie had similar experience . . .
I get that,sometimes often sometimes not. sometimes intense and sometimes not so bad
I've fought total and complete strangers over absolutely nothing just because a rage came over me.
Before i came to islam I noticed that I would get angry for no reason at everything and everyone at a specific time in the morning,Called it "morning rage"it went on for years. I had some bosses i worked for in construction that knew that to completely avoid me after 9:30-10:00 until I ate something around 11-12.. Eating seemed to usually killed the feeling for some reason.
I've notices it goes in stages,
1.confusion/irritability then extreme anger/anxiety,
2.headache/dizzy,
3.partial blackout/paralysis.
4.spasm,seizure
5.total loss of consciousness
Sounds like you got to #2 before the jinn ran out of steam or you fought him down.
That's what a full blown attack is for me,all teh way to 5,The various body pains I have get worse,my muscles swell up and inflame. I get very hot also.
I know that I was directly fed magic several times ,I think I'm a bit older than you, was almost certainly wilder in my kafir days than you so I think that is why I get the kinds of attacks I do.
I'm undisciplined ,inexperienced and weak,the jinn is experienced ,strong and well fed.
He blames music as well . . .
I quit music,like completely,erased all my itunes,literally took a hammer to my guitar in the back yard and smashed it to peices,the whole works.
The memory problem is ,I believe, due entirely to the jinn and magic done on me. My memory only really fail when It comes to Islam,Quran etc.
I can remember all the nonsense I memorized from the bible,even my postal code from my house when I was in grade school.
it's a very specific type of "amnesia" I have, I can memorize things other than ayat,surah or hadith easily but those three things I have serious trouble with.
I can watch a halaqa on the fiqh of fasting tonight and have to re-watch it tomorrow but not say a foorball game or who won on jeopardy(just as an example as I don;t watch TV either)
I also do my absolute best to try to avoid uncovered women as I've heard that can affect memory as well and have gone days without seeing anyone so I don't think that's the problem.
I've had lots of MRI's,CAT scans and xrays for my epilepys and there is no lesions,damage,blood flow issues,deformities etc.
I think that the memory issue is a direct result of jinn on the brain due to sihr and that's all.