you know what? being a bi sucks. Why? because when I see a gorgeous guy, that’s a temptation. And, when I see a gorgeous woman with big boos, that’s a temptation, too. You know what? Double temptations, and I cannot eat them. And, I cannot think about eating them on the bed. I’m already an “eunuch” boy now, because Jesus mentally castrates me with the divine pneumonia time bomb implanted in my lungs. Jesus mentally cut off my balls. Ouch! This divine pneumonia time bomb castrates my sex drive off. I don’t wanna die gruesomely in Jesus’ Almighty Power. I don’t wanna be slain by Jesus. I’m so horrified. Pneumonia just came without any warning. First coughing, then relentless, massive blood spitting out of my mouth from my lungs ensues within hours. And, of course high fever.
On Day 1, I was completely knocked down by this divine pneumonia time bomb, drenched in blood massive spitting frenzy hell, coughing relentlessly with high fever. And, this pneumonia bashing simply just came without any warning. It just came upon me, engulfing, overwhelming me, plunging me into a living hell. I’m so horrified. Jesus is my Emperor. I will definitely follow and absolutely obey His Doctrines on banning any immoral sex and non-marital sex, either with man or woman, all banned. I don’t wanna be slain by Jesus’ Almighty Hand and Power. And guess what? This divine pneumonia time bomb implanted in my lungs by Jesus is absolutely the key that teaches me a very extremely important concept, that is, Lord Jesus Christ is absolutely my Emperor and He can execute me at any moment at any time He wants me to die gruesomely. Jesus is my Emperor, indeed. No matter how much and how deep Jesus loves me, Jesus is always my Emperor, and I cannot mess with His Doctrines. Or, Jesus is gotta execute me. And, Jesus threatens me all the time. “Don’t you ever dare to walk away from Me. Or, I’m gotta execute you in a very extremely gruesome way.” I don’t hate Jesus, indeed. Instead I do love Jesus so much and more and more in 2012. Jesus is jealous, which means He loves me very much. I am taken and my Lover is Lord Jesus Christ. Jesus is my Emperor. I learn Jesus is my Emperor in a very extremely bloody and horrifying way. And, this is my ultimate testimony. Believe me. Jesus is Emperor and He is definitely and absolutely the most horrifying Entity in the whole universe or universes, if there’re other universes. Jesus is Emperor with Almighty Power.