My 18th birthday will be fucking hell

My 18th birthday literally be like any other day. I go to college and obviously no-one knows it's my birthday cuz I don't tell anyone cuz no one there likes me and got no friends so I go about my day like it's any other then come back home and rot in my bed.

All my birthdays since 14 have been like this but it hurts this year cuz what the fuck are my parents gonna think when she asks what I wanna do for my bday and there is nothing I can do because I literally have zero fucking friends. What will she think of me having zero friends. She's a giganormie and stalks all my childhood friends parents on Facebook and probs sees there kids partying n having girls n stuff on their 18th birthdays whilst I do fuck all.

I dont care that I don't have any friends and my 18th birthday will be dead but j care what my parents and family think cuz they're gonna think I'm the biggest fucking loser and a bigger one than I already am.

Everytime they come over they ask if I've got a gf yet and ask how tf I haven't got one.

All the UK side of my family is as ugly as me but they all had gfs when they were kids cuz of hypergamy n no social media n all that back then so they wouldn't understand how I have no gf and never will.

I don't fucking care that I'm turning 18 but my robotic normie family wanna make a big deal out of it.

Living 18 years as an incel isnt something to celebrate unless you're celebrating the fact that you're getting closer to your death.