I am part of the Body of Christ, but Harvest rejects, refuses, ostracizes and gives me the silent treatment, which is a form of ABUSE. My hope and prayer is that God will give them the SILENT TREATMENT when they all get to Heaven! Let them see what it feels like to be ignored, while your neighbours from the church (that ousted you), have parties and enjoy good times, and you are shunned away like Rudolph The Red-Nosed Reindeer.
I sadly realized that the young lady I have feelings for doesn't care about me. She only smiled and waved hello because someone told her to do it. In the cult at Harvest Baptist Church, the moment that you offend the wrong person, the whole church turns against you. All I did was TELL THE TRUTH that the modern Bible versions are corrupted by Satan, and for that I was compelled to leave Harvest, and shunned afterwards. In 2017 I was berated and told I couldn't come back to attend church services, even though I literally begged their pastors to allow me to return. No one from the church has ever even tried to reach out to me, they know where I live, but they are not right with God and don't care.
I am sad that what I mistook as perhaps a sincere heart of love, turned out to be CULT BEHAVIOR! The woman who smiled and waved at me last month, didn't like me at all, she was leading me on per instructions from her handlers. A handful of my Harvest neighbours all waved at me at the same time, during my evening walk, but over a week later it turned into contempt from them. That was the end of the friendliness from Harvest. That depressed me. That's a cruel thing to do to someone at Christmas time, especially someone who is suffering in pain with a disability. Why not rather just push me down a flight of stairs in a wheelchair, it would have been less painful. My eyes look to the Lord!
THIS IS MY LIFE!
I AM A VOICE! (Dr. Jack Hyles; we don't need talent, dynamics or pretty boys: WE NEED VOICES!).
I was hoping to move in January, but I haven't heard from the lady with the cheaper rental apartment yet, so it looks like I'm staying for the foreseeable future, God willing. My neighbours from Harvest Baptist Church are stuck with my lovable presence in their midst. Kindly, I'm going to be a part of their church family one way or the other, so they might as well get used to my online writings. All I have ever wanted is to love, and hopefully be loved, by my fellow Christian brothers and sisters. My body hurts physically in so much pain lately, I just want to go to Heaven.
I am convinced that the dear folks at Harvest simply don't know how to love. Albeit, I love them with God's unconditional love. I always smile and wave at them. The folks at Harvest evidently haven't been through the depths of God's grace and suffering that I have, so they cannot understand a guy like me. Luke 7:47, “Wherefore I say unto thee, Her sins, which are many, are forgiven; for she loved much: but to whom little is forgiven, the same loveth little.” The apostle Paul said in 2nd Corinthians 12:15, “And I will very gladly spend and be spent for you; though the more abundantly I love you, the less I be loved.” I love everybody! I am not afraid to love someone who is not a member of my group. I have faithfully shown nothing but Christ's love toward a cold-hearted immature carnal Baptist church. Psalm 84:2, “My soul longeth, yea, even fainteth for the courts of the LORD: my heart and my flesh crieth out for the living God.”