All that huff and puff nonsense and it all adds up to you having no proof.
IT IS TRUE.. You cannot base your disbelief on any actual evidence.
As I said it is your pride... you cannot risk being wrong can you? But you cannot prove yourself right.
Christianity and knowing God and Christ is a personal relationship which requires no validation outside the people in the relationship.

Sooner you realise that the believer under no obligation to prove anything because we all know if you truly were interested in the truth and knowing God you would take a step back and actually follow the WAY Christ taught. The disciples did not hang around those who refused to believe in Christ. Once the number there were added to believers they moved on to the next place.

You do realise that you are not going to convince anyone you made an informed decision, don't you.
All that waffle and it meant absolutely nothing...