The lure of bright lights is really what separated me from God. I could not comprehend that He was the brightest light I could ever find. Having studied music all my life, I was excited to begin my journey into the music industry. Almost immediately, I encountered a spirit of homosexuality that permeated throughout the entertainment industry. Sexual deviancy was promoted, encouraged, rewarded and applauded.

Lesbianism was so easy for me and doors were opened for me based off of my commitment to this lifestyle. I traveled the nation singing. I met Oscar winners, Emmy winners, Grammy winners and Tony winners. I was doing tour dates with Rock and Roll Hall of Famers and was on national TV. My face was appearing in major media outlets all over the world and I had worked my way up to jets flying outside the country to sing for the most powerful people in entertainment. The biggest names wanted to know who I was. I felt like my life mattered.

I had women all over the world that followed my every move and were prepared to marry me. Mothers who would leave their kids alone at 2am to sleep with me. I didn't have to work because I had multimedia deals. My life was paid for. I was on the brink of my dream coming true until I went to see the doctor.

"Within 1 year, you will be a paraplegic. You will never walk again and your dream to be a singer is over," stated the doctor. I was diagnosed with muscular dystrophy. A year later, I had lost all my music deals. No one in music wanted anything to do with me. I could not walk and was preparing to commit suicide. I did, however, still have a lot of women. I settled down and became a husband to a woman.

Something was very wrong. I had lost my dream, my ability to walk, my will to live and was pretending to be a male. God gave me an ultimatum, "Leave sin completely and I will save your pitiful career and fragmented life or you will die." Not only that but now I had to sing for Him and no one else and then maybe I could be somebody.

That was 5 years ago. I'm still a paraplegic but I am an exlesbian that tours extensively speaking and singing for God. I walk alone with Him because it is His will.