So you want God to stop you whenever you want to do something bad? You want him to make you into a robot and force you to love Him, is that what your idea of perfection is?
Oh really? Well how come he only takes his godbots into heaven?
"And as many as were ordained to eternal life believed." -- Acts 13:48
"For whom he did foreknow, he also did predestinate.... Moreover whom he did predestinate, them he also called: and whom he called, them he also justified: and whom he justified, them he also glorified." -- Romans 8:29-30
"Who hath saved us, and called us with an holy calling, not according to our works, but according to his own purpose and grace, which was given us in Christ Jesus before the world began." -- 2 Timothy 1:9
"He hath chosen us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and without blame before him in love: Having predestinated us unto the adoption of children by Jesus Christ to himself, according to the good pleasure of his will." -- Ephesians 1:4-5
"God hath from the beginning chosen you to salvation." -- 2 Thessalonians 2:13
So, it's not your choice to "love Him", according to the Wholly Babble the Great Cosmic Psycho chose his chosen before any of us were even born! Thanks again, Skeptics Annotated Bible.