This is not a life, but some kind of nonstop humiliation

Is this supposed to be funny? Is it a joke? Even the most sadistic fuck couldn't come up with something like this. I can't even begin to describe how perfectly every minute of this life has been calculated to cause total demoralization and anguish. If this was a game of chess, you have only a king on one square while all other squares on the board have an enemy queen. You are checkmated in every way possible. You are checkmated in ways you didn't even know you could be checkmated.

If you are reading this you have been devastatingly humiliated already multiple times today. Did you take a shit today? There is very little worse than having to take a shit. You literally have feces inside of your body that you have to expel, but some of them get stuck to you, so you have to wipe feces off of your body. Can you imagine anything more degrading? I've just said it and I'll say it again: Even the most sadistic fuck couldn't come up with something like this. So where did this absurdity come from? Every moment I wish it was just a bad dream, or a bad lsd trip, that will eventually go away. I am fucking owned, pwned and thrashed by life every moment of every day, there is no respite, it's like a superintelligence calculated the most perfect way possible of crushing someone. Am I living in hell? If so, I am really fucking sorry for what I did to deserve this.

Even childhood is supposed to be your tutorial mode, but if you aren't born a failed start, (starving to death as a kid, which happens a lot) then your childhood, if it's the best possible one, with no abuse, only serves to maximum bluepill you so you enter adult life totally unprepared with a rosy colored view that life then delights in crushing to pieces. And you weren't even intelligent enough as a child to enjoy your childhood as much as you should. If your childhood sucks, then you don't become hardened and tough like you deserve to be, instead, a shitty childhood turns to a shitty adulthood and then it only gets more distorted and dysphoric from there. Speaking of being utterly unprepared, how am I so completely unprepared just to exist? My thin, frail body can barely support it's own weight in this gravity. Seriously, don't we have millions of years of evolution that should have gotten us ready for this? Millions of years of evolution, and the summers are too fucking hot and the winters are too fucking cold. You would think that with millions of years of evolution we would be able to handle the ambient fucking conditions of our planet? Well, think again, fucktard. You are born powerless. You are also born wanting things you can't have, and then your brain hurts you by making you depressed when you have no possible way of satisfying its impossible demands.

One figures that with foids controlling evolution, we end up hopelessly weak and stupid creatures that are doomed to madness and failure. If high iq men controlled evolution, we would be 5th dimensional energy beings by now, but no, everything is perfect horror and thus the most unqualified things that can possibly exist- women, end up controlling the most important of all processes. It's like having a baby as the pilot of your plane.

This is the worst possible reality, yet somehow paradoxically complete with still having the opportunity to get twice as bad as it is at any moment. Humiliation day in and day out, coping is humiliation, roping it obscene levels of humiliation. There is no way out. There is nothing more cucked than having been born, and being alive. Even now I can think of hundreds and hundreds of ways in which life is wiping the floor with me. BrazilianSigma get a job.