My culture is American. I'm extremely happy to be living in the US. And if you are so gung-ho on your Asian side, then you should have moved back to Asia and married an Asian dude to have kids with. IMO, China is not the end all culture. Sure, we were ahead of the world for a while and invented gunpowder, but gosh who the f*ck cares about that stuff now? In addition, the mainland has horrible attitudes with many things, including how they control their news, Tibet and I am completely against them taking over Taiwan. I was heartsick when the Brits lost their lease on Hong Kong. And the Chinese place far too much importance on the men in their families. Hence the shortage of single women over there. I hate the Three Gorges Dam project and how the Chinese soldiers would shoot at the rare freshwater dolphins in the rivers. There is much of modern China that I dislike intensely and the whole country went away I wouldn't miss it at all. Ancient China is quaint, but it's all in the past.