"My best friend was gay, so I turned out Gay, 'cause people end up acting like there friends."
What complete and utter bullshit.
"I've stuck my hands down peoples pockets and up their shirts. and I kissed a guy and relized how gay I really was."
Congratulations. Continue down that path and you'll have a far more healthy psychological outlook. Repress it and bad things will happen.
"But i do not at all say its not by choose."
Of course not. It was demon possession, obviously.
"I knew My best friend was gay and i could have stayed away from him, and been strait that whole time."
No, you could have been a bigoted prick and fled in utter horror from your friend because he's not 'normal', all the while pretending you're not just fucking like him. That would be that whole repression bit I was talking about.
"Makes you think about what happens to people when there sorounded by people who tell them that being gay comes naturaly to some people."
It does come naturally to a certain percentage of people you twit. Just like being straight comes naturally to the rest of us. It's not a learned behavior, it's not a transmittable disease and it's completely normal.
Now, go apologize to your friend since you blame him because you're gay. If you're nice maybe he'll take you out on a date.