Yeah, you’re a man. Even if you were “passing” you’ll always be a man.

You just have a sissy fetish. Stop watching porn.

I don't watch porn.

What do you want a cure for? Autogynephilia? I don’t know you or your thoughts, but how do you ‘feel’ like a woman? Is it just that you have a more typically feminine personality? There’s nothing wrong with that. It doesn’t make you a woman. Being a woman or being a man is entirely biological and based on anatomy not your personality or interests or any trivial bullshit.

I don't get sexually aroused when I think of myself as a woman. I actually have a lot of masculine traits and hobbies and can only get off by being very dominant.

But still, in my head I've always seen myself as a woman, even when I was a child. It doesn't feel right when people call me a man because it's so ingrained into my head that I am a woman. I know it's a mental illness, but the only treatments professionals and others seem to offer are hormones and surgery. If it were as simple as becoming comfortable as a man I wouldn't be in this situation.

Hormones and surgery are irreversible and they do not ever relieve you of the mental anguish that you feel. It leaves you deformed, infertile, mutilated, suicidal and still empty inside. Trannies are chasing a high that they will never reach. The scientific community does not even know the long term health effects of taking hormones, yet. It’s dangerous.

You just sound confused to me. I think you are rewriting history and twisting innocent events in your childhood to paint a narrative that you always felt this way.

Did you have a father that was active in your life? I have read that young boys develop attachments to their mothers and can not see themselves as individuals just extensions of their mother unless they have a father or male authority to tell them they are an individual.

I lived with my single mom but she wasn't around much so I was mostly around male coaches. Even if that explains the cause it won't make it go away. I was diagnosed with gender dysphoria a few years ago after talking to a therapist for almost a year and they suggested hormones. I've tried getting opinions from other therapists and they said similar things or suggested I slowly start dressing more like a woman.

The reason I'm trying so hard to find other options is because I know I can't pass. My bone structure on its own prevents that from happening yet it still feels like I'm heading down that path. If you know of any former trans people who found a way to identify as their sex I am definitely all ears though.

You’ll never be satisfied with the way you look. You will ALWAYS have dysphoria. No matter how hard you try you will never become a woman. The only way to be one is to be born as one.

Stop going to therapists that are like that. Stop surrounding yourself with people that push ‘transitioning’ down your throat. Whether that be real life, social media, music, tv, pop culture, political groups. Whatever you have to do to avoid it, do it.

Accept yourself as who you are. A man. An individual. You just hate yourself and in order to cope you have to view yourself as something other than who you actually are. + you have mommy/daddy issues.