I myself did meditation about ½ year.
Then God revealed me this deception.
The "energy" you feel inside you is FAR from holy spirit.
It is actually demon trying to house your body, your mind, step by step.
When you realize this, you will feel fear.
Jesus Christ is the ONLY WAY to GOD.
Tell GOD all your sins, bad things you have done.
Ask Jesus Christ to guide you, accept Him.
New Age = Satan's masterplan
Emptying your mind = losing your will bit by bit to demonic forces, losing reality, your mind.