If you want to die, then shit or get off the pot. If life is so horrible, why don't you 'donate' your life doing something noble like disarming improvised explosive devices in Iraq, or being a fireman. Many good people who aren't twiddling their thumbs and waiting for the rapture risk their lives everyday so that worthless, do nothing shits like you can sit around complaining about being alive. No one is stopping you from jumping in front of a bus, get on with it already.
There is no, 'the bomb'. You seem to think 'the bomb' is inevitable, not so. The only things I see getting uglier everyday is the situation in Iraq, Durfur and the mindset of religious fundies who seem to meditate on hate and death.