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Garrett Felender #fundie tearstojoyministries.org

Many times when a demon of lust comes to attack us, he also brings a evil spirit of defilement! Those two can tag team us & hurt us. A demon of defilement is a spirit that tries to push us to do, or to watch defiling things that we would normally never want to watch!

My friend has actually seen many different demons, and most of them are monsters, they look like terrible monsters!

Those demons of lust will push us to look at simple pictures of the opposite sex. Before we know it, we are looking at pics of people who have on less and less and less clothing! Now we are in big trouble.

By multiple witnesses of the demonic, the demon of lust many times looks like a frog, or a huge frog......

When you feel lustful, realize that you have a spirit that looks just like a huge frog living with you, or in you!

Garrett Felender #fundie #homophobia tearstojoyministries.org

I wanna share with you some truths tonight that you might or might not of heard before! I pray for those who can hear will hear tonight what GOD is sharing with us.

Homosexuality is actually a demon! It is a demon of homosexuality which turns people from being straight to Bisexual or Gay! The church of JESUS CHRIST must start to learn through revelations from GOD that this is actually being done to people by evil spirits.

This demon assaults the person with thoughts, imaginations and feelings leading this person to change their sexual life style.

This is an outright direct attack from satan against GOD'S creation! Against GOD'S highest creation, we men and women of earth!

You might be thinking - Garrett - People are gay because they have a gay gene in them..... You have been lied too brother and sister. That is absolutely NOT true!

The gay gene is a myth, it is a lie from satan who uses his medical professionals throughout the world to spread this lie to the general population.

You might say - Garrett - People are gay because they have chemical imbalances. Another lie from the pit of hell!

You might be thinking - Garrett - People choose to turn gay! Well, that one is partially true.... Please let me explain why it is partially true. The demonic demon who is in charge of homosexuality pushes men and women, boys and girls and compels them to turn gay! He/the demon does this by flooding the man or woman with gay thoughts, gay feelings, gay dreams, gay imaginations in their mind and compels them supernaturally pushing on them these gay thoughts and feelings.

So as a demon pushes and compels a man or woman to turn gay, that person can many times choose to say yes or no! What level they can choose to say yes or no would depend on how much grace from GOD they are getting at the time for this terrible temptation!

Do the demons have this power? OH YES THEY DO AND MUCH MUCH MORE!

I am not saying that person always has a choice, sometimes the demonic enemies over-power a person and force them to gay! To some of you reading this, you might be quite surprised that this even happens, but I tell you the truth, it does!

Garrett Felender #fundie tearstojoyministries.org

People, we do NOT need to take pills to get rid of the depression and sadness that has been tying us down. All we have to do is to get our relationship with JESUS going in a fiery, passionate and intimate way, and watch just how fast the depression and any other evil emotions run away!

We have to STOP BELIEVING THE LIES OF satan, when the world tells us there is a chemical imbalance inside of us!! That is PURE GARBAGE; Those are the lies that satan tells us so that we will take pills to try to get rid of the depression, instead of getting our relationship right with our Creator JESUS!!!

Satan knows men and women, that if he can get you addicted to these pills, you will never be living in a true reality again. The pills cover up your real - true reality of your relationship with JESUS and the bible. The pills make you feel like everything is OK in your life, but in reality, your relationship with JESUS is suffering terribly! AND THERE IS WHERE THE DANGER IS........ Satan knows this, and so do I.

We have to go to war against these evil emotions. Each evil emotion can have a separate demonic spirit behind it. The LORD has taught me this himself; Each evil emotion does have a demon behind them, and we need to command them to leave us with the authority that JESUS has given us!

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We do not need to take psychotropic drugs which were created directly from satan, no we don't!

We need to get our relationship with JESUS and the bible in such a hot, passionate and fiery way, that no demonic spirits would dare try to enter us.

When the feelings of depression or sadness try to come to you or enter you, immediately use your authority over them and command them to leave you. THEY MUST OBEY!

Garrett Felender #fundie tearstojoyministries.org

Since we now know that GOD is NOT behind us obsessing on sports, NOW WE KNOW THAT satan is!!!

satan is the one pushing sports on the TV, cable TV, radio and internet down our throats 24 hours a day 7 days a week!

And since satan is behind the sporting events in the world, especially in the USA, this is why the NFL showcases on Sunday mornings!

This is why on major holidays we will be bombarded with sports shows and sports games all day and night long!

Since satan is behind the world wide sporting events, the teams, the arenas and games, this is why sports is blasted ALL OVER HIS MEDIA/TV/CABLE/RADIO/BOOKS/MAGAZINES/BILLBOARDS/MOVIES etc etc.

We have got to stay away from all that satan is promoting in our lives!

We have got to stay away from all of satan's media that he slams down our throats from the time we are born, all the way till tonight!

Do you realize how well I would know the bible if instead of obsessing on sports for 40 years, I obsessed on the bible instead?

Garrett Felender #fundie tearstojoyministries.org

Approximately 15 different times in the last 8 years has a demon tried to choke me to death while I was sleeping.

While sleeping, GOD has been having me go through the terrible experience of having a evil angel try to choke me to death....... When I wake up in sheer terror, I am just about 3/4's dead. What that means is, I had not breathed in any air while sleeping for the last minute or two, and as I wake up, I have only a few seconds to try to breathe in air as my heart is beating extremely fast.

I literally just have seconds to get some air into my lungs or I will pass out. During the approximately 15 times this has happened to me, some of the experiences were much worse than others. In some of them I was so close to passing out when I woke up, that death was right around the corner. While other times I was able to breathe in some air a little easier real fast and try to slow down my heart beat.....

And if all of this was not bad enough, when I wake up, there is also pure evil in my bedroom. So I am waking in in shock that I am just about dead, and now I have to go through the experience that there is a very evil presence with me while I am just about dead. With not being able to breathe, having a evil angel trying to kill me, my heart racing extremely fast because I have not breathed in any air for a few minutes, and the feeling of pure evil in the room, all I can say is

This experience is very scary, very frightening, and it is traumatizing too! This is a very traumatizing experience to go through and I do not want anyone to have to go through these experiences.......

During some of the real bad experiences of almost being choked to death, I literally could not go back to bed for hours at a time.......

I want all of you to know that being choked to death is a very slow, very nasty, very surreal, very unpleasant way of being killed. The death lasts for minutes and during that time, you are going through a very very rare experience which we call dying.........

If none of you have gone through the experience of dying yet, it is very VERY SURREAL!!!!!!!

Garrett Felender #fundie tearstojoyministries.org

If your Christian boyfriend confides in you that he has a masturbation problem, don't you dare judge him. Who are you to judge him?

Instead Christian sisters, treat that problem like a demonic attack!!! Help your boyfriend to go through repentance and deliverance!!

I am talking about repenting for masturbating and helping him, walking him through a demonic deliverance of that problem!!!

If your girlfriend confides in you that she has a masturbation problem, you better be very VERY CAREFUL how you respond Christian men!!!

satan is listening to you brothers, and if you respond to her in lustful thoughts, you are GONNA GET SLAMMED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But if you respond to her the same way you would if she just told you she had terminal cancer, now you are acting like a true child of GOD!

Be very VERY careful on the topic of masturbation when you are talking to someone about it, or trying to help someone who is struggling!!!

If your Pastor comes up at church in front of everyone and says he is battling this do NOT look down on him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We are ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL BATTLING a masturbation enemy, every single child of GOD on earth is........................

We need to help each other, talk to each other, pray for each other, help each other to be delivered from the demonic when we can!!!!

I pray JESUS rain down your holiness in a terrible fiery HOT FIRE right now over our souls... Burn away that masturbation problem JESUS!!

Garrett Felender #fundie tearstojoyministries.org

Most of us can still read the bible without being arrested, beaten & tortured. Let us at least try to take advantage of this fact!

I tell you the truth, bible reading in the USA will be against the LAW in about 4 years from now.

We should be at the mark of the beast in approximately 4 years from now as of January 1st 2013.

At that time, the bible and Christianity will be illegal! It will be illegal to preach to people too.

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Did you know the secret services have infiltrated all of the major churches in the USA?

Did you know that if your a hardcore Christian, the government has computer files on you already and it is being updated constantly?

Did you know that every-time you use your debit card, the Government computers are tracking you?

Did you know the Fema camps, the labor camps and the torture centers are already all built and ready to go?

Halliburton admits that the camps are already built.

It is all true UN fortunately.
So start taking the bible very very seriously, I know I am trying to myself too!

Garrett Felender #fundie tearstojoyministries.org

Many people asked me tonight – Garrett - Why do you think the bible and JESUS will be illegal in the USA and the world in about 4 years from now! People were asking me because earlier tonight on the internet,I had stated publicly that these things would happen in about 4 years from now.

The reason why is simple -> The 7 year tribulation is JUST ABOUT to start..

At the half way point of the 7 years Great tribulation, which is 3 1/2 approx. The Governments of the world will install the mark of the beast!

At the Mark of the beast, JESUS, the bible & Christianity will be illegal! They will round us up, imprison us, torture us & kill us!
Since we know that the 7 year tribulation is just about to start any month now - We can also know that the Mark of the beast is about - 4 years away approximately speaking. Henceforth, this tell us that - JESUS, the bible & Christianity will be illegal in about 4 years from now all over the world....

Many of you are thinking - The USA would never ever persecute, imprison, torture and kill Christians... I know many of you think this!

I tell you the truth - With GOD as my witness -->> The USA will be the world wide LEADERS of rounding up Christians, imprisoning us, torturing us and killing us.

The USA will persecute us, imprison us, torture us and kill us MORE SO THAN any of the other countries of the world!

Garrett Felender #fundie tearstojoyministries.org

Single people who are battling to overcome loneliness are holding JESUS' hand so closely, they rarely if ever think about sex anymore!!!

Single Christian people cannot sit around worrying about sex, because we learned long ago that walking with JESUS closely is far FAR BETTER!

Married people have each other to cuddle with!!! I love hugging and cuddling, I do miss that!!!

So now that I am single, I ask JESUS to hold me real tight constantly day and night! Even using my imagination to see him holding me!!!

Cuddling with a wife would be real cool, having JESUS hold me real tight takes us both into eternity!!!!

The demons will fear a single Christian person who is heavily leaning on JESUS for his or her dear life, than a Christian MARRIED couple who are leaning on each other, that is for sure!

The demons know they can get the married couple to argue over money, over sex, over movies, over what to make for dinner!!!!

Now when the demons can torment a single person with loneliness, they know damn well we will get on our knees and cry out to JESUS!!!

The demons do not like when we get on our knees!! The demons do not like when we cry out to JESUS for help!!!!!

The demons know that as JESUS teaches you to overcome loneliness and isolation, you will be a very battle hardened soldier!!!!

Garrett Felender #fundie tearstojoyministries.org

GOD hid hundreds, if not thousands, if not millions of world life events in the bible codes!

For example - In Isaiah 53 - Found in the codes are - JESUS' name as the Messiah, the 12 apostles, the 3 Marys, Pilate, and many other real life people who had to do with JESUS too.

Found in the bible codes would be world events, modern events and even smaller events for example --->>>> My friend David's name is in a bible code, with his wives name Mary crossing his name, with their marriage date crossing both their names!

Just think about it. GOD put both of their names in the bible crossing each other, now their marriage date crosses their names. This is just one single tiny tiny tiny example of the possible millions of bible codes found in the bible!

I share this with the atheists but guess what? It wont work! They still will not believe. They still reject JESUS and the holy bible!

Garrett Felender #fundie tearstojoyministries.org

GOD wants to transform us into the very image of his incredible son JESUS.... This would include giving up masturbation!

As children of GOD masturbate, their flesh gets stronger, their flesh starts to climb down from the cross where it was nailed!

As we continue to masturbate, the flesh climbs down from the cross, it roars like an incredible dragon, and the demons take NOTICE!!!

If you do not believe me that the demonic are behind us masturbating, why don't you simply just quit for 6 months to a year!!!

Most people masturbate while thinking of some very sinful thoughts in their imaginations. The demons can see these imaginations in you!

You are not getting away with sinning in your imagination while you masturbate, not only does GOD see it, but satan sees it too!!

Yes people, you have been lied too.... The demonic can hear or read our thoughts, and they can see our imaginations too like pictures!

So if Christian people are masturbating while thinking of sexual images, this is going to attract the demonic to you BIG TIME!!!

Garrett Felender #fundie tearstojoyministries.org

One of the biggest reasons we fall back down into lust is because of the things we think about, the images we imagine in our mind, the things we watch and see on TV and the computer, the music we listen to etc etc etc........

When JESUS does kick the lust out, we feel better, we feel free again, we can breathe deeply again, we can read the bible again!!!

Yet what I found is, 99% of the time, it will come back at different levels! While most of the time we ourselves are doing things to allow the lust to come back into our lives. Did you know internet gaming can bring lust? Oh yes it can! Did you know drinking alcohol can bring a demon of lust? Oh yes it can!! Did you know drinking caffeine can bring a demon of lust? Oh yes it can children of GOD..........

Sometimes GOD gives the lust permission to come and attack us as a test, trial, tribulation, or a humbling experience!!! It is very very humbling to us when we children of GOD fall back down into another terrible porn addiction.

I remember when the LORD JESUS set me free from gaming... This is internet gaming that is. I thought I was free forever. Little did I know, the flesh, the evil nature in me and the demonic who are behind internet gaming would rise up against me over & over again.

So............ Children of GOD, we need the LORD to set us free from that terrible lust that burns us up inside!

Yet even when he frees us, most likely it will come back on a semi regular basis! This is war we are in........

Different addictions torment us in different ways.

For example, an addiction to cigarettes will not stop you from praying, worshiping, or reading the bible!

Yet, an addiction to crack can quite possibly STOP you from praying, worshiping JESUS or reading the bible!

Garrett Felender #fundie tearstojoyministries.org

Hopefully your mature enough to talk about the topic of masturbation because very very few people are tackling this demonic attack!

Yes, I called it a demonic attack!!!

It seems our evil flesh with the demonic together tag team us on this topic of masturbation!

It seems our sinful carnal nature wants us to masturbate, it seems the flesh gets stronger and stronger as we children of GOD masturbate!

The flesh acts like a beacon that calls the demonic spirits to it. The flesh is like a beacon of light flashing on and off to the demons!

Now some of you might be wondering why on earth is masturbation evil? Well, that is a great question!!!!

As a child of GOD, one of our main goals is to be more and more like JESUS, or this should be one of our main HUGE goals in life!!

Now JESUS never masturbated!!! JESUS never ever did anything that would build up the flesh, or anything to attract the demons!

Garrett Felender #fundie tearstojoyministries.org

Could it be because satan owns the world wide media? Especially the media in the USA? Of course he does! Since satan owns the media of the entire country, satan uses his human agents, yes men and women who are infested with demons to control all of the news agencies of the USA using a iron fist! Nothing and I mean NOTHING can get on the news unless satan through his human agents per-approves it first. And this is why the murdering of over 2000 babies a day, right in the mother's stomach is not being talked about, this is why it is being covered up, why it is being PURPOSELY COVERED UP by all the media outlets of the entire country!

Garrett Felender #fundie tearstojoyministries.org

We Christian people have so little time left here on earth, it is shocking..... I do not believe there will be a single Christian person on earth in about 8 years from now or LESS! Most likely less too!!! With Many of the world wide Christian people dying in about 4 1/2 years from now at the Mark of the beast!!

Since we have so little time left, do we children of GOD need to be wasting the next 4-6- years studying in college?

That does not sound very smart to me, it does not sound wise, in fact, it sounds like a trap from satan!!!

What if instead of going to college, you were to study the bible say 4 hours a day 6 days a week? If you were to skip college, and study the bible say 4 hours a day 6 days a week, can you even imagine how your life would change?