God knows that I have a big heart of love and forgiveness. I let things go quickly. Kindly, I pray and wish Harvest Baptist Church on Guam wasn't so puffed-up, dense and proud, holding a grudge. I am nothing more than a lowly, lonely, heart-broken, tender-hearted, man, who needs to love and be loved, but today's churches are carnal. My many writings about Harvest Baptist Church are nothing more than the heart of a broken man crying out to be embraced and loved by my Christian brethren. I have sadly been divorced for 13 years (her choice alone) since 2006, and haven't adjusted well to single life. I so much want to remarry. I need a companion in life. I am stuck in life, and have been for the past 10 years, feeling like I'm Lost In Space. I am able to live, support and take care of myself, but the loneliness is more than I can bear sometimes.

Any idiot who says God is all you need is a fool. It was the Lord Himself who said that it was “NOT GOOD” for Adam to be alone. We know that is exactly what God meant, because the solution to the problem was to find Adam a wife! Genesis 2:18, “And the LORD God said, It is not good that the man should be alone; I will make him an help meet for him.” I want to be a servant to my wife (when I find her), because the Bible says “he that is greatest among you shall be your servant” (Matthew 23:11b). A happy married couple serve each other, making a life for each other! Selfishness brings unhappiness! Serving others brings joy, especially one's spouse. There is nothing wrong with wanting to find a wife at church. Where else would I find her? But I can't find a wife if the Baptist churches ban me from returning, ostracize me, shun me away, despise me and want nothing to do with me, because I faithfully tell THE TRUTH that the modern Bible versions are of the Devil, and Lordship Salvation is also of the Devil (a counterfeit plan of salvation). It is a daily burden and frustration for me. I just wish Christians nowadays cared about each other. Carnal religious people are so selfish, childish and mean! That is not the blessed FRUIT of the indwelling Holy Spirit (Galatians 5:22-25).