I am starting to internalize the mysoginy. I know I shouldn't say this because Incels would probably masturbate on my sadness but I just cried because I was stressed that if I find someone he will leave me if I get fat, if I age past 24 and that my only value is my appearance as a XX chromosome haver

I hope your chad bf deflowers you and leaves you. Don't get raped. It would be a huge shame. Also your tears make me happy.

I will never believe your lies, I am a human being, I am strong, smart and worthy of resoect.

and I am the president of the United states. we can all tell ourselves what we want. It doesn't make it true.

You dont understand how much I really want to beat up a foid. I might challenge one of them to a MMA spar for £200 or something. Id pay that amount to physically fight a foid for 30 minutes. If it's an attractive foid that would make the experience more enjoyable but any foid (who isnt a whale) will do. Its not a fetish, I just have so much anger/distaste towards women and that would be a good outlet. One spar session with a foid for 30 minutes. The match ends after 30 minutes or she's unconscious. Whichever comes first.

How brutally do you want to beat her?

I have 30 minutes. I'm assuming 6 x 5 minute round? The first 5 minutes would just be playful body jabs. Make her fear me. The next 5 minutes im going all out. Face and chest shots (mainly flush for the face). Hopefully there won't be anyone spectating/watching the fight. Id love to knock a foid out then just repeatedly smash their skulls into the ground until blood is oozing out of their face. Id repeatedly do this, stand her up and punch her down again until I'm exhausted and I've got all my anger out. I FEEL SO ENERGIZED JUST WRITING THAT. I REALLY MUST FIGHT A HOLE AND MAKE THEM FEEL A fraction of the pain I've felt. Worthless holes.