You’re not “awkward”. Awkward hasn’t any meaning. Women often are very weird, and awkward but because they’re women (they have a pussy and are primary sexual selectors) there’s no stigma attached to it. As a man you’re expecting to be everything, charming, funny, intelligent, etc.
In reality none of these things have any meaning. If a woman likes you, it’a pretty much looks first, mannerism second. This is separate from any potential aura captivating or anything of the sort.
Women are natural, because women with each other are hive minds that think alike. They sense each other’s similar views of men, and their feminine energy reassures each other when they’re with each other. Many women always move in groups of two or more.