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Thank u for your civility..... and thoughtful attempt to give me some reassurance.. To the rest who may have curious minds.I have some things to expound on...
Its sad that people reads these comments and hop to a idea that's so far from the truth. I do spell very fast thus i make the typos. I have been trying to use spell checker.,which for a long time i didn't bother with .
My friends at D.M and othe places know me so they know where im coming from but i wasn't thinking of outsiders reading them. Of course they sound nuts,. If i read them in the context u have been without the correct info i would think i sounded loony to. But its because u haven't heard the whole story and the whole conversation.
Do not worry .. as i will say again... Yes Ben attends school. Even for a few weeks in the summer. He has the special classes and well trained aids and teachers that are very committed. I have great respect for them and try to work with them. Ben goes to speech therapy and physical therapy.... We send Ben to a doctor when he is sick....
But i cant explain why i do this and still believe Ben is healed as its part of the christian faith one cant understand unless u are in it. The bible even says theta natural man cannot understand the things of God because they are spiritually dead and have not the ability to understand.
There is more to the gospel then Jesus dying to save souls from hell but also belief he was beaten to heal all manner of illnesses. There are people that have been healed of autism. I have heard their testimonies and it was by biblical faith. Its a faith that the bible says God used to create the world,\ The mouth and tongue have great power to create realities in our lives. God created the universe with his spoken word. He created us in his image and now even after the fall of man we still have this God given ability. Its in a smaller scale but it works by Believing something and saying it.NOW Jesus himself said real biblical faith BELIEVING in ones heart that what they say will happen can remove mountains. Obviously human beings haven't reached that ability to do that but we an remove little mountains in our lives. It works by finding a promise on Gods word to us and then choosing to BELIEVE it and then say it,,, and not recanting it and act as if what u said has happened./
People get miracles in this way. We read the word of God that Jesus already healed man of all infirmity and now we get it by FAITH. But real biblical faith that people are not being taught..(or they are and are appropriating rightly as there are other laws that go with faith such ass love and forgiveness.)
I know u will laugh but to those who really want to understand what im saying i will take a risk i hope i don't regret and explain what i and many many other Christians believe.
God and his angels live In a place called the third heaven( paradise where no evil can enter and the saved live after death,including children...aborted babies, mentally challenged to a point of no understanding of reason or what good or evil is ),and i think people who have never heard the gospel in their life but believed in a God and tried to follow the law of God that is written on all our hearts. Outside this beautiful,,wonderful place we call "Heaven"is the second heaven where the devil or Lucifer a fallen angel who rebelled against God billions of years ago and caused Adam to rebel about 6 thousand years ago,,, he and his fallen angels and demons haunt this dimension,. Then there's our galaxy where we find earth,, a planet specially designed by God himself for us to live"
God has certain laws set up that he even wont violate. some are seen in the natural like gravity. IN the spirit realm where God and angels of evil and Good live there are certain game rules on this war between Lucifer and the Most High God.
One.. is people can accept healing and divine health for what Jesus suffered but it comes often from the third heaven and must get to earth. IN between there are vast demons and fallen angels that can slow the arrival. On earth the person who wants to healing are always being tempted to compromise their faith by many ways that can abort the whole thing. Unforgiveness.... deep sin.... unrepentant of Sin.... and one just stop believing and start saying negative things. The bible calls this a fight of faith.The bible also says a person who swings back and forth in not believing and the believing is of a double mind and he says that such wont receive anything from God.
One a person must accept what Jesus did and then do not divert. Always speak it, say it.... I am healed.... or Ant Nancy is healed or Ben is healed.,because in Gods heaven they are healed,. The angels in heaven and God sees all people as healed butt we accept it through faith( this works for believing we are saved from hell to but christian find it easier to keep in faith on that one part of Gods redemptive plane_
This is why i say WHAT I SAY BECAUSE BEN IS HEALED....yes he has symptoms, that say he i sent healed . But that's because the full package has not arrived from the third heaven to earth yet.
See people... i have seen Ben change through prayer and just calling on the name of Jesus no teacher being around to help me. I have seen and experienced what the name of Jesus can do. This is not in my mind or a delusion but real experience.My family has seen the differences prayer and speaking faith can do... also...
Ben scene i have decided to follow what is called the faith walk has had battles. There have been some really bad days where my faith has been sorely tested but God always came through with a little miracle to keep me strong.... and get me on my feet again. I have seen Ben change so much sometimes i cant believe its the same boy. Yes,,the teaching methods would help him cope and come out of his shell a little..but they cant Cure him on the inside in his brain .. Only the creator can do that and i have seen it already begins to happen.Sadly another boy who was in Ben's class got so difficult i think they had to institutionalize him. Thais makes me sad,,,, because i know that there is a way to freedom for him and its the Son of God.
I heard a woman evangelist w who knows God and she believes God said to her i was to continue what im doing because Ben's full freedom is ion its way.!En route perhaps? See its a gift ,but one saten seeks to keep from, us in many different ways. Often family lines get curses on them and Deliverance ministry deals with this type of hindering problems that can keep Gods blessings from ones life.. Even secular people recognize things such as alcoholism or drug abuse or a bad temper come down through families...from father to son,,, Mother to daughter.... and on and on..
The kibble says it to.The bible teaches that this will happen to those who disobey his word.... that the one who rebels and sins ,,,that sin will be repeated in his family line up to about the generations,,, and the curse that comes with it.,Generational deliverance a special ministry deals with this and not just by exorcism.... but prayer , fasting... and exploring ones family;y tree and repenting of family sins as well as ones own.Im not speaking necessarily of Deliverance ministry where u get my quotes but deliverance ministry in general which can be found through other churches and Ministries.
So im not denying my son shows symptoms of ' the A; word... but i see them little by little;e abating.... but im stubborn and wont give in to saying negativity and am into this called deliverance m ministry which is a private ministry one has with a trained counselor in the supernatural of God and in his word. We pray and seek God for answers why certain things are happening and then take the remedy and we believe God shares with us and use it.The deliverance ministry im in contact with is not associated with Jay but is a Independent one based in California.
Some on her probably believe in psychics and self healing through the mind. That has become acceptable..but a christian believes in God doing it but recognized the rules that must be applied and lived by to win the prize and we are called nuts.
Ben is healed because Jesus died a horrible death and the word of God says when he did he bought healing for all mankind.Especially when the Roman solders whipped his back.... that bought healing.... But saten and made up religion that has watered down the real gospel has hidden this great truth or covinc3ed even Christians its not true....
Deliverance ministry just now seems to s to getting popular in christian circles and faith an d are seeing their kids receive their healing.
Its like having a will that has left one 1 million $. But the person has has received the in inheritance lives in Maine . To access the money the person has to have to get it by getting in a airplane or Grey hound bus and get to California. Alon g the way the person may have storms.. speed bumps... change in planes..... there will be delays till u get to the place u can get what legally already belongs to u!
THAT'S WHAT DIVINE HEALING IS., or how i have come to understand it.. Now i admit sometimes God will have someone lay hands on some one and they will get it that way..... But that's in Gods sovereignty but it seems many times he chooses the walk of faith.
Yes. i will laugh and mock and call me names. There will and are Christians that don't believe this either.... and seem to treat it as a form of heretical teaching . But i and many others don't believe it is false but the truth. I have shared with u where im coming from. Ben is healed.... but to access it where it is seen and felt and touched in this natural realm where we live called earth one can walk a walk a bumpy road and keep on believing and saying it....no matter what.
There are evil spirits that are desperate to keep this precious Gift from us and there is a war in the heaven lies.
But i know the day is here and upon me that the gift of healing and mental restoration Jesus died for( already partially in this natural world to be to be seen and touched ) will come forth from the supernatural realm dimensions. Ben will get up and Ben will; talk.
One lady i heard had a autistic son who could only say his name do she taught him to say " I am healed" im not sure how l.long he did it but he died and one day he got off his school bus and said to his mom' why am i on this bus with these weird kids'? She knew then it had fully come... His mind had been c\ healed as he could tell the difference between himself..normal behavior and the other children.
There are other testimonies and my friends... Ben is one of them/U can mock me and call me a nut but this is my faith an my decree that God has healed Ben and that ability to see it wit the natural eye to its fullest potential and have the doctors say' "he is no longer on the spectrum" is very close at hand., as happening in this human reality
He has com e a long way from starring and playing with rocks and sand all.,day/.acting as if he couldn't hear a thing ( he can hear quite well)
If u see something that bothers u ask that.... what we believe. A civil respectful dialogue between the twp forums may not be a bad idea if u would ask us why we believe and whats behind the quotes.... then u can leave with a better understanding of what wee are saying and at least respect out humanity.
There are a lot of beliefs out there i don't agree with like New age mysticism....the practice of Wicca ,Hinduism... and evolution,. Evolution sounds silly to me but people of walks of love choose these philosophies and religions and God has given all of us to choice of who we will serve and where we will spend eternity with. Nobody should Push and force their inner beliefs on anyone...but i think teaching and sharing with others what one feels about life is fine and part of human relationships And parents even those i disagree with my whole heart as long as they don't harm their kids in the traditional way we all have accepted abuse to be (hitting,,, extreme screaming,,,with unrelenting emotional rejection that anyone can clearly see..withholding food water clothing .medicine and a education)Lets not go Orwellian or take political correctness to the utter ends where anything is called " abuse" which not everything is" so i guess what im saying this proverbial sword cuts both ways. We sound dumb to u ..and atheists and such sound alien and laughably to us also. Its a culture diversity that i would think intellectuals would understand.I hope if there s anymore quotes taken from DM about me u will simply say jewels has said this .... we are asking what u mean before assuming ans insulting and threatening., and putting things out here where others can see it and be mislead.
Its so much better and we a ll can learn a little tolerance and gain a ability to listen to others with patience who are of persuasions.Atheists here believe when we all die we will go into nothingness... mystics of different sorts believe we will merge with the earth and sky,,,others we will be reincarnated. I don't believe that. As a matter of fact i don't believe there are real atheists anyhow.... or if they are they are a are breed... as i believe almost everyone deep down inside knows there is a creator...they either are mad at him and don't want to serve him,,, or don't want to accept his rules and go looking elsewhere .... so to appease conciseness have learned to brainwash themselves into believing they dot believe there is a God. Just my opinion now.... but its one i have had for awhile.I have accepted the truth that God after the fall of man sent his son into the earth born of a woman., to die,,confront Lucifer the fallen angel.... defeat him even at Gods weakest moment on the cross. In all that so many things happened our natural minds cant fathom it but in this spiritual battle Jesus won not only eternal life but Healing and redemption from the curses of Life. But we must hear... accept... belie and then act upon it..then wait on God....
Its a life of patience... ill continue to use the human methods God has blessed mankind with to help humans in their sufferings and affliction such as doctors and good teachers. ...... But they are a steeping ladder to use as i reach and obtain for the perfect will of God... a supernatural healing that i know has begun and the rest is on its way.
I know many will think im a sick delusional fool,,,, i cant change your minds... but at least been at ease that my children go to school and see doctors..... and given the best of what we have...
That being in the end faith in The God that has loves them and has healed Ben.
This has been long and i know u probably wont believe it but i hope it clarify some things... and that u will understand that people see the world in different ways and that as u give other people of other faiths and beliefs respect that u give Christians the same to.
Also remember to be fair you shouldn't class us all in one great lump. There are diversities of ways to worship Jesus and implement biblical beliefs aiming us.... so u cant paint us all in one big brush stroke.
Looking forward tot he day i can come in here and say,,today "I Heard Ben speak.".it may be today!
If I'm SLAMMED AGAIN>>.i,, wont have anymore reason to anything anymore because more high school high jinks,,threats and yelling at me and accusing me of the unthinkable that will tell me its impossible case to reach people here and that i would be draining my resources.... Ill just have to let it go and hope others that read my rebuttals that stumbles in here will have enough info to let them know that this Ben is a deeply loved Boy who is well cared for., but believes in God and that God heals people, and is counting her son among them.I have explained divine healing as best as i understand it but am not a teacher but a student in the learning phase..and there are others who can explain it much better then i.....
He is like little prince here.... and i don't know if i could love another like this again.
Ben loves his family to..... and he shows affection.... he did not once... but now is .. and yes i give Jesus who still lives the credit.I have o go now as this is the first day of School and soon will have to get Ben ready. I realize this was a very long post but a lot needed to be said.... even more then i have had already for there was a lot railed at me and my faith and i thought it deserved a through rebuttal. But i doubt u will hear from me again....im debated out....Shalom to all..
