I pray for God to help me find a Christian wife. God created a woman FOR A MAN. If she does anything else with her life, she won't be happy. I want to provide for a woman, and make her happy, and let her be her. I don't want to control someone's life, that is not me. That is how I feel. I want to be a servant to her. I think a good woman would love me for a husband, if she understood that my heavenly rewards become her rewards if she marries me. I doubt if one woman in 10,000 thinks that way, that is, with an eternal perspective (Colossians 3:1-3).