"Your Atheism was most likely sparked in College..”
Um, before high school, actually.
“stressed from HighSchool life because of the obvious rejection.”
I had stress in high school, but i lost faith in the Church well before that.
"You love to teach,”
Hey, I really do!
“but you only do so for the sake of purpose”
I have plenty of purpose without my job, thanks.
“and that was the best alternative at the time for a college education to give.”
Never went to college. High school, Navy, Military contractor.
“Your smoking, though not too much festered in you early to calm the storm of stress from school life and other such things.”
Never smoked. Another swing and a miss.
“ The smile you posess is only a fragment to cover up the pain and anguish of the rejection from not only your peers, but your family as well.”
I don’t smile that much, i seem to have inherited dad’s resting asshole face. But I am happy. Close to family. And accepted by my peers.
“You're still single because you have this unhealthy bias towards men”
Oh. No, been married for almost 40 years.
“The beauty of intelligence inside of you has been willfully limited so as not to have high expectations and be shot down.”
Ha ha ha ha ha .
“All these add up to your rejection of a loving God, because from the absence of love within your own life you deem it to be impossible.”
Nope. I left the first church because everyone around me used God as a revenge fantasy. Everyone that they disagreed with politically, religiously, sexually, etc. their eyes glazed over as they described the torment their enemies all faced. And they couldn’t explain shit about the God i still believed in.
Went looking for the church witht he trut handle on God. Nevre found on e that was not pretty much the same.
Eventually realized i’d lost all faith.