I have already made clear to my mother that her three bastard [mixed-race] daughters (my half sisters) will not receive eternal life. So she does not see her daughters in the Kingdom of Yahweh. This is probably also the reason that she denies that there is a resurrection.
In this way she mocks the final goal of our faith and that is simply unacceptable. The dialogue between us is still going on. The latter has probably occurred recently. She is afraid to lose her bastard daughters, but she now loses her most beloved son. If she really loves me, she abandons her filthy bastard children.
As a CI you have to take a firm position. On the one hand, you realize that the CI message is true and on the other hand you feel that the world is trying to seduce you. To this day I have difficulty with this and I feel guilty about it. However, I do not give up and try to overcome the world.