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Torpedofails #psycho yandere.freeforums.net

Would you ever harm your crush? If so, what circumstances would cause you to do so?
No. I don't think I could ever bring myself to hurt my beloved, unless Her life depended on it. Consensual actions, such as carving my name into Her arm are technically fine, but only after making sure it does not hurt too bad, preferably using painkillers.
Would you ever take your crush's life? If so, what circumstances would cause you to do so?

If the relationship can no longer continue, whether that be due to a break up, or being caught by the police. Make Her death quick and painless, even if She cheated, preferably while hugging Her. Followed by suicide.
Is blackmailing your crush out of the question? Why?

I don't see myself ever being in a situation when blackmailing by beloved will solve anything. However, I reserve the right to do so at any time, just in case.
How far would you take your advances on your crush before beginning a true (read:consensual) relationship with them?

As long as it takes. If I get rejected the first time, try again later. If it takes a year, then so be it. I speak from experience. Just have to make sure to not come off as too creepy, to avoid restraining orders.
if your crush was already in a relationship, what would you do?

Try to sabotage their relationship without direct involvement/wait it out, because most relationships won't last for longer than a month.
What would you do to keep your crush in check?

A list of rules we must both follow. GPS trackers and bugs on all devices. Perhaps a tracker sewn into Her clothes, just in case.
Would you give your lover permission to harm you? Why?

Yes. If hurting me will in some shape or form make their life easier, then they are free to hurt me all they want. Plus that leaves room for romantic gestures like carving their name into my arm while I sleep.
If your lover were to threaten you, how would you calm them down?

Assure them that I would do anything for them. After all, it's not a lie, since my life is worthless without them anyway.
Would you be willing to cut off contact from the rest of society (yes, even the internet), if it meant living peacefully with your lover?

Well, I'm not exactly a social person in the first place, and neither is She. I'd say that living somewhere outside of common society with my beloved is a dream come true.
Given the choice, would you prefer a violent or a tame yandere? Why?

Hypothetically? Violent, because I would be extremely touched if She were to kill in the name of love and loyalty to me. Realistically? Tame, because murder is hard to get away with, and relationships tend to not do particularly well when introduced to jail time.
Does a Stockholm Syndrome relationship count as consensual?

Yes. Love is love, no matter how twisted it may be. Even if She is chained to a chair in my basement.
What circumstances would make you consider breaking up with a yandere?

If my common sense was to somehow vanish without my noticing. (NOTHING).

Temerity #psycho yandere.freeforums.net

[ how far would you go to win the love of your target?]

For me to have a target, they'd have to be my ideal partner. I don't go after normal people because my jealousy and intimacy needs end up hurting all parties involved. I wouldn't have to actively fight human nature or rivals with my ideal partner. But if I ever met my ideal, I would consider them mine, or if they were mine and someone liked them, I'm not above murder for my ideal. I would do anything to make her mine if she wasn't and anything to get rid of anyone with attraction towards her. As for what is too far: Using violence and threats against her. Her feelings for me cannot be coerced. I hope this made sense.

tl;dr:
Too far: Coercing her to like me.
Everything else is fair game.

Temerity #fundie yandere.freeforums.net

I could just tell my ideal partner that I don't like when she talks to other guys and she would ignore him completely. But if I was with an unideal partner and she continued to talk to him knowing full well that he likes her and that it rips me apart inside, I would not hesitate to resort to murder.

theweirdestdom #fundie yandere.freeforums.net

Since I can remember, I've always been plagued by a love far more intense than that of people around me...in the fourth grade, I stalked my crush to her home so I could put a Valentine in her mailbox. My first girlfriend was very attractive and many of my so-called friends fell in love with her, and it made me come face to face with the fact that I wanted to give her the gift of their eyes so she could make sure they were never looking at her again. And after that I realized that I was never going to be able to really love like other people. Whenever people would talk about "psycho girlfriend behavior", I'd just get all fluttery in my heart, thinking of how much I'd love the feeling of pride when my girl goes through my phone looking for texts to other women and finds none, because I love her so much I'd never kiss anyone else. When I watched my friend's ex girlfriend kick open the door and immediately attack his new girlfriend, it made me think she was so hot and that my friend was so stupid for leaving her, despite that everyone else was saying what a good choice it was to dump her. I'm just hoping that by coming here and talking about it, that somehow, magically, a beautiful girl will appear with photos of me for the past three days, a plan to track me if I run, and a cake baked especially for me with some of her blood in the batter to make sure she gets part of herself closer to my heart. ^_^ Vital Stats - 30 years old, Male, Bible Belt-living, 6'2 220lbs, degrees in English and History, highly politically and philosophically active, atheist, and liberal.

Theweirdestdom #fundie yandere.freeforums.net

Hello...I recently discovered that the maniacal and insane love I've been searching for all of my life has an incarnation in Yandere. Since I can remember, I've always been plagued by a love far more intense than that of people around me...in the fourth grade, I stalked my crush to her home so I could put a Valentine in her mailbox. My first girlfriend was very attractive and many of my so-called friends fell in love with her, and it made me come face to face with the fact that I wanted to give her the gift of their eyes so she could make sure they were never looking at her again. And after that I realized that I was never going to be able to really love like other people. Whenever people would talk about "psycho girlfriend behavior", I'd just get all fluttery in my heart, thinking of how much I'd love the feeling of pride when my girl goes through my phone looking for texts to other women and finds none, because I love her so much I'd never kiss anyone else. When I watched my friend's ex girlfriend kick open the door and immediately attack his new girlfriend, it made me think she was so hot and that my friend was so stupid for leaving her, despite that everyone else was saying what a good choice it was to dump her. I'm just
hoping that by coming here and talking about it, that somehow, magically, a beautiful girl will appear with photos of me for the past three days, a plan to track me if I run, and a cake baked especially for me with some of her blood in the batter to make sure she gets part of herself closer to my heart. ^_^

Vital Stats - 30 years old, Male, Bible Belt-living, 6'2 220lbs, degrees in English and History, highly politically and philosophically active, atheist, and liberal.

I don't know, because I don't think she counts as a true Yandere, but I love Tomoko Kuroki from Watamote. I feel like she never actually finds love, but that if she did she'd become yandere with a swiftness heretofore reserved for photons. She's also the closest fictional equalivent to my own personality. Here on the internet, I'm all typetypetype, but in real life I'm reserved, quiet, and get very nervous when talking to people...especially girls I think ae pretty...

[ Is magic really necessary? Also, what do you think would happen then? ]

Well in my fantasy she's pretty, and nice, and intelligent enough to have tracked me despite that I put a lot of effort and what I hope is intelligent thought into covering my tracks and keeping myself untraceable, and she's, well, yandere. Honestly I eat the cake and we fall madly in love and live happily ever after, helping each other hide the evidence. I don't want to resist, I don't want to upset her, I want to be her perfect love and to make sure she always smiles, and if anyone gets in the way of that I might just give her their pretty teeth.

But if she ends up feeling like she needs to kill me, then I...I just hope she accepts my apology and believes that I really do love her before she does. But I'd only want her to kill me from love; I like yandere, and have no love for yangire.

[ Am I reading this right that you wouldn't mind being killed from love? ]

It's not so much that I wouldn't mind it...I would, I'd be very sad, but it'd be because my time with her was over. As long as she promised never to move on and to spend the rest of her life mourning me, I don't know...I know I'd kick and scream while it was happening, but the notion seems so romantic to me...

My own yandere-ness tends to be protective, though...I could never kill my love no matter how horrible she was.

Eirin #fundie yandere.freeforums.net

[ Would you ever harm your crush? If so, what circumstances would cause you to do so? ]

Yes, ranging from firm loving swats with a riding crop, to breaking their legs for relentless, disgusting disloyal, behavior. Thats something I really don't want to end up doing.
I once caught the person I loved in the past lying to me about so many things, for a long time, so I had their crotch branded with my name on it. (maybe that should've been in one of those "most yandere thing you ever did" topics) I admit, it made me very sad that I did something like that to them, but I feel guilty of enjoying it too.
So double yes, I'd do it with love all the way to pure heartbroken yandere levels.

[ Would you ever take your crush's life? If so, what circumstances would cause you to do so? ]

Yes, if they keep pushing me to do it. Most likely, I'd do it out of extreme stress if I couldn't keep them. But if they want to leave me without dieing, they need to do it quickly without playing games with me.

[ Is blackmailing your crush out of the question? Why? ]
No, some people just don't listen to reason, and the best way to keep them safe is to give them more incentive to behave. Sometimes, it's the only way to keep somebody from doing something stupid without hog tieing them down on a table.

[ How far would you take your advances on your crush before beginning a true (read:consensual) relationship with them? ]
The moment I sense they have a weakness for me. They'll be all mine for sure~

[ If your crush was already in a relationship, what would you do? ]
I could sit back and wait to strike, then join in, take them away with my charms and then give them some time to say their goodbyes, and then make them break it off. Or else.
If all else fails, there is the weapon of seductive, sweet words, remaining calm, and causing their relationship to eventually fall apart. If I'm certain this crush is the only one for me, the person they're with is going to leave through any means necessary by my will.

[ What would you do to keep your crush in check? ]

The usual, stalking, asking questions, and talking with them, and reminding them that I will always figure out if their lying, and even prove that they will never be able to get away with anything. Making it known and deeply established that I'm a lot smarter then they'd be giving me credit for if they thought I won't notice even the slightest thing.

[ Would you give your lover permission to harm you? Why? ]

Of course, I'm a bit of a masochist myself. I'm definately not perfect, and may hurt my lover unintentionally, in which case I would give them my permission specifically only if it made them feel better.

[ If your lover were to threaten you, how would you calm them down? ]

I'd hold a finger to their lips, tell them to calm down and be quiet, stroke their hair, and kiss them passionately and deeply on their lips to assure they're still my entire universe, and if it takes more then that; Nothing is more reassuring then leading them into passionate sex till they can't even remember being sad or angry. I'd make sure them being upset at me again would be very unlikely. Whatever issue they had with me previously probably wouldn't happen again, I'd learn from it and make sure they're far too satisfied with me to give me problems.

[ Would you be willing to cut off contact from the rest of society (yes, even the internet), if it meant living peacefully with your lover? ]

I've done so in the past. I see no reason not too.

[ Given the choice, would you prefer a violent or a tame yandere? Why? ]

Both are wonderful, but tame is more reasonable. If she is going to do something violent and impulsive, I rather she be tame enough to consult me about it first, so we can do it together as a team. I'd really hate it if she got hurt or arrested or made a mistake, all alone. It'd make me very sad.

[ Does a Stockholm Syndrome relationship count as consensual? ]

I'm quite sure it is even though most people wouldn't see it that way. >.>
In the end, they are giving their consent willfully.

[ What circumstances would make you consider breaking up with a yandere? ]

There isn't one. I wouldn't even let death part me from them. The whole idea of breaking up with a dedicated, loving, loyal, yandere seems pointlessly stupid to me. Somebody like that holds lots of value.
Or rather IS invaluable. Pricelessly so.

eirin #fundie yandere.freeforums.net

Hello everyone!

I'm new here. I've been thinking about joining here with the intentions of finding others who can be accepting(even sometimes fascinated) to real yandere personalities.
I wish to apologize in advance that this will get long, or even boring. I'm in a bad mood lately, which makes what I say so much more unappealing to read, at least to me anyway.

I can't really choose the most yandere thing I've ever done, it never really ends.
The truth about me is that I have a very black heart. I couldn't care less if anyone dies. Under specific circumstances in the end, that can apply to the person I love.

I've manipulated many people in my life, and made a few of them very miserable. The ones I'll talk about are centered around one specific person I loved years ago. The so called friends of my lover would constantly encourage very bad behavior, that once led to me being stabbed in the back.
I set out, and gained the favor of my lover's friends, and if I couldn't, I'd convince and spread rumors to my lover. Sometimes I even made a few "friends" fall in love with my alluring personality(with the absence of a relationship, mind you) to keep them away of my lover.. I would emotionally torture and break their minds to the point of making them submissive. When I deemed necessary, I'd happily drive them to suicide, but I've always stopped short of it.
In the end, I got most of them away from my crush one way or another.

After awhile, horrible rumors would spread about me, and the one I loved at the time became terrified of me. So from then on I was heartbroken, and would even stalk them, sniffing out any information on them whenever I couldn't visibly see them from both their friends(who I still held a little favoribility with) and anyone who saw them.
Later one of them unwittingly admitted to having casual sex with my crush, and then I confronted my crush directly, asking many questions forcing them to admit to anything. All I wanted was the truth, and it made me furious. (One rule I have that you should never break, never lie to me. )
The very last thing I ever said to them.
In a very loving tone I said, "I understand, but you know, sometimes you really make me want to kill you~"
I honestly didn't understand at the time, why they'd react the way they did after I said that.
As you may or may not imagine, this made them cut off all contact with me permanently, out of the fear I really would have done such a thing.

Now..
My first post is exactly like one long text wall of boring rambling stupidity. How silly of me.
If it makes anyone feel better I gave myself a headache trying to finish this.

In conclusion to this long half-remembered and pointless story of mine.
The "yandere" in me will never end, and it's likely I will never change.
I've grown more docile over the years and definately don't manipulate people to such loathesome extremes anymore. (It may hurt when someone you love accuses you of doing it to them, even if you never really did)
Being far more wise then I used to be.
I've learned if you are one who loves "obsessively", it best to make sure it's with someone who can return it.
I really do apologize for such a long post. It's strange making my first post about what a "creepy" person I can be rather then making my first impression a more charming one.
Even after everything, I still don't regret anything I've done.