Good evening I hate women and I need therapy

I hate females because they fail to met my standards of good waifu, and they, decently young and good-looking ones, also fail to give me easy free sex. Solution here is trying to find those very rare unique good girls with waifu potential, and for that also trying to play my “white card”, and search for asian girls who may have some level of “white fewer”, with asian girls being more interesting also for more reasons, for their religions and spiritualities, who are more compatible with my worldview, unlike abrahamics, and for their higher levels of neoteny, so I, chronologically older man, could find waifu who is not only barely legal, but also visually looks like illegal ones . That requires travelling to distant places, and now here I have problems like social anxiety and sedentary upbringing - fields where I need help of psychotherapy. And as for ordinary females - they are to be forgotten and avoided, and why therapist should care about it? Unless he trying to push on me some ideological agendas, so I become feminist and voter of pro-feminist political parties
Just help me to do piligrimage of searching special good waifu, or even for plan B - going for loose females or prostitutes for easy and free or atleast cheap sex, but for that again - distant lands are best for white man, particulary Southeast Asia. Respecting ordinary females, lowering my standards, or going for females “my age” are no goals and no acceptable options