I'm a high school counselor. I'm a middle aged white woman. I've done many questionable things to defend my favorite white male students. I've pressured little girls to retract rape accusations. I've dismissed accusations of cheating and bullying. Most recently, I made a young female Asian student abandon an attempt to slander a group of white senior boys for ripping her clothes off of her body at a school event. They literally left her naked with nothing to cover herself with. I don't ever want to stop.
wow. you're a hero
My students came back to classes full time two weeks ago. Classes end in two more weeks. I feel like I've gotten blatant about showing off for them and letting them know that I know my place as a Chinese woman in a white world. My skirts are getting shorter, my blouses less buttoned; I'm touching shoulders and backs more as I talk to them, I'm wearing bright red lipstick and resting pens on my lips more. I'm blatantly staring at chests and crotches for the boys and the girls and I'm thinking about not wearing panties at all the last week. It's so wrong, but something about being online most of the year and being home with my husband (also Chinese) has me craving these white teens so very much in ways I hadn't before and I need to tell someone.
no panties is a good idea, no panties AND no bra is a great idea!