From darkness to light is the story of my life.

My life was divided into two parts—before and after—and the division line was 2006.

Before 2006, I was seeking light in the dark. From communist China to capitalist America and Europa, from philosophy to religion and art, from US academia to Dutch media, I carried on as a seeker and achiever, never satisfied with what I'd done or got. After attaining the highest academic degree and winning numerous film awards, I still felt this dreadful sense of being lost in an alien world; the desperation and desolation of a homeless wanderer never departed from my inner sensation of the self.
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Then came a turning point.

On August 7, 2006, together with my psychic Dutch friend, Mara, I encountered the Pleiadian Group of 8 in a parallel reality at an ancient dolmen in the megalithic field of Carrowmore on the island of Ireland. At the time of this surprise encounter, I didn’t even know what "Pleiades” meant as a word, let alone anyone or anything "Pleiadian."
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From 2006 to 2018, I’ve been through precisely this: a great death. I don’t mean to scare you, but this was what happened to Neo after he met Morpheus, and this was what happened to me after I met Sincera, the spokeswoman of the Pleiadian Group of 8. Let me explain: Sincera is a personal interface between the Group of 8 and me. Sincera is to me what Morpheus is to Neo, what Don Juan is to Castaneda, what VALIS is to Philip K. Dick.
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A new me slowly emerged from the ashes, with roots growing in multiple dimensions, with abilities to communicate with celestial and terrestrial spirits, and skills to channel images and words. A new me who is more and more at home on Earth and in the universe. This new me has gone through endless ordeals and tests. During one test she made a most important decision in life: “I’d rather die than to serve the Anu Matrix!” This new me lives to serve the Gaian Dream.