So someone plays a one-off infantile prank on you and you immediately single one person out somehow despite not having any concrete evidence as you were in the shitter and could not have seen who it was that tampered with your computer, assault them, destroy their property, and threaten to murder their family? But we’re supposed to think anyone else is the bully in this story? A bully by the standards of old 80’s college movies no less where they only trust the audience to recognize someone as a bully by making them a mindlessly violent ogre constantly doing things that would normally get a person arrested for attempted murder. Fittingly enough, usually in response to a girl they think is pretty showing any sort of interest in someone other than them.
And I should add that the infantile prank you decided warranted that outburst does not compare to the incel’s casual hobby of sending constant rape threats, death threats, unsolicited dick pics, and other horrors to women. Or publishing their personal information as an implied threat suggesting other men should pay them a visit with ill intent or else making false solicitations for sex pretending to be them. Or just generally plotting to make people’s lives miserable if not fantasizing about ways to make them live in constant terror with the threat of death for ever displeasing you. But you don’t think anyone should have the right to complain about being subjected to that shit, you think they should be punished for not putting up with it.
But of course it is the class that is being unfair by holding a spectacle of violence in severe disproportion to the act you were getting revenge on against you an not trusting your notably backhanded non-apology where you made clear you thought you were justified and would probably do it again. They picked up on the fact it was a meaningless and empty gesture attempting to blunt the consequences and insulting all of them and their intelligence in the process. Which you hold against them and hope they die for. You will never forgive them for not unconditionally forgiving you and remaining skeptical of your sincerity. Which even now you prove was completely warranted.
Some people make jokes that if someone didn’t have double standards they’d have no standards at all. You somehow have double standards, no standards, and a minimum personal quota for being as wretched as possible all at the same time. It’s uncanny but not really unexpected from an incel.
What really surprises me though? You’re not expelled. You were permitted, if given the cold shoulder, to join in the group chat with other students. That those with actual authority do this at all is evidence they’re quite dangerously assuming you will rehabilitate, you might mature with simple experience and interaction improving your behaviour rather than you growing ever more resentful and malicious for every second they are not throwing themselves into your twisted fantasies. You think the system is rigged against you but can’t even recognize the immediate and unusual clemency you’ve been shown. You think you’re being punished in ways none of them would? You’re practically getting away with murder in front of their eyes. And were I them that would scare me even more than what you’ve already done, because tolerating your behaviour will only make you feel even more justified in continuing and even escalating it. It’s the buildup to becoming an hERo, in incel-speak, after all. To abuse the continued chances to grow up until you just prove once and for all you’re beyond human reason or salvation.
