If you’re talking about TV series, how about “Babylon 5″? Specifically, Susan Ivanova.
One of the titular O’Neill Cylinder space station’s senior officers - also quite the Starfury pilot in Earthforce - who ultimately becomes the leader of the Minbari/Vorlon-created Anla’Shok or ‘Rangers’. Oh, and the fact she’s visited occasionally by a Rabbi should give you a clue as to her religion.
Yet, “B5”’s creator J. Michael Straczynski is an Atheist.
One of the reasons why he created that series was a critique on religion, so perhaps it’s about time you stopped looking too deeply into what’s just a TV series about drugs and start critiquing yourself.
You should get a physician to prescribe you certain drugs, OP.
JMS mentions ‘Stims’ in “B5”: how the station’s resident physician Dr. Stephen Franklin became addicted to such due to stress, but he overcame that.
If only you could do the same re. your racism.