If I were free to do anything I wanted, I would go sailing.
I would also paint a mural on that ugly wall at the back of the TD bank.
The fact that YOU would go on a spree of rape, murder, and theft, is all you.
The fact that YOU are held in check by fear of punishment, makes you a coward. It does NOT make you moral.
The majority of people have innate morality, inherited from our primate ancestors. It is what made it possible for us to survive. One human alone is simply lion chow. A group of humans who work together, are lion hunters.